السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته.

So today, I saw too many people cried. Too much dissapointment. Tbh it scares me a lot. 1 yr from now am I going to be happy or am I gonna cry?

            When I saw my seniors got their result, I vow to myself. I had to do something for myself. It's time to stand up for myself. It's time to slay and kill their words. Its time to make my beloved ones proud of me. I've to set my priorities and focus. I don't even care what my result gonna look like soon, just put some effort and strive hard.

The realization hits me well. And there's sth that popped out in my mind;

"You've done things you're not proud of in the past. You're not alone. Don't feel hopeless. Start anew. Pray. He is waiting to hear from you."

Biar. Biar org kata mustahil untuk kau berjaya. Kalau tak dapat apa yang kau nak, at least kau menang bermaruah sebab kau dah usaha, bukan sibuk mengata.

I warn you, jangan biarkan kata kata manusia destroy yrself. Its not the end yet. Go out, do something for yrself.

I know its hard to keep on living with the situation like this. But, be grateful with what you have and lets strive harder,
 من جد وجد.

Kita mencorak langit kita, takdir kita ialah lukisan kita. Berjaya atau tidak bukan hak kita, tapi kuasa Dia.

Semoga hati anda sentiasa didakap cinta ilahi dan kejayaan mengiringi!
 
                                                                         Esh.