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By the end of
the week, there is nothing else I would rather do than to plop down on the sofa
and channel-surf. Too lazy isnt it? Haha
The
realization hit me. I was preparing all my life for something I was not sure
of, yet, I was definitely missing out on the things that were happening. I am
still a teenaged girl and soon I wont be anymore. When I grow up to be what I
dream to be, would I be happy? Will I regret for all the things I didnt do? Was
it all worth it? T_T
After
thinking for a long time, I realized that I had a dream of my own that I
ignored. I had always wanted to online but the thought of wasting my time over
something like that scared me. Well, time is money right? I had to study for my
exams and finish my hw. I understood what all the teachers had told me
repeatedly:
“A bright future is only for those who prepare for it”
My dream was
become a succsessful woman. That way I could be rich (with my own money :b). My
teachers had always frightened me with stories of ppl turning into cleaners or
clerks and had hard lives because they enjoyed their youth. Since then, I had
put a clear rule that I would not and
never turn out to be like them. So, from now onwards, i’ve to do something. My
English teachers, teacher Muna said that “plan goes well when you plan well”.
Im gonna get up and fight for what I love. Wish me luck darling!